Musebox

[heartismyown]

 I need to practice with Roxas! Please drop me a line.


Roxas finished smashing the computer, the one that ruined his life. He swung around angrily and stalked off into an unknown room where he found Sora, fast asleep.

DiZ appeared before him. His eyes narrowed, his hand clenched tightly around the keyblade as he swung it back and forth wildly, attempting to attack him. He was familiar. He was the one who did this to him. It was all about that Sora!

"My heart is my own!" Roxas cried, spinning around. Everything has gone white.

When Roxas awakened, he found himself face to face with....

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[by_heart]

[Lea's breath catches sharply, then huffs out in a laugh.]

That's more like it. Go on, don't be shy.

[He leans back a little, showing off.]

[heartismyown]

[He smiles a little, ha, surprised Lea? He takes him in hand carefully and strokes him again. It's uncertain, awkward and unsteady, but all the same, he is doing it.]

[by_heart]

Don't be shy, I said. I was kidding about you breaking it.

[Lea's voice is rough as his fingers brush Roxas' wrist.]

I don't break easy. In lots of ways.

[He leers a bit at that one, though Roxas probably has no idea what he's talking about.]

[heartismyown]

[He doesn't, not really, but that look Lea has on his face is interesting. It makes him feel desired for a moment. He smiles, and takes the step to be more confident in his movements.]

Just relax okay?

[by_heart]

Relax. Got it.

[Easier said than done. Lea's lips are parted and his breath is starting to come harsher, faster. He's trying to keep his hands still so Roxas can focus, but it's not easy. He wants to feel more of him, get his shirt off, too, push him down, but he won't. Roxas told him to relax, so he'll relax for him.]

[heartismyown]

[With that settled, Roxas has to move away from his hands, otherwise it would be too uncomfortable. He nudges Lea's legs apart so he can lie down in between them. After a bit of squirming and getting comfortable, he takes a tentative lick.]

[by_heart]

[Lea hums in approval and runs his fingers through Roxas' hair. He's being so patient and letting Roxas learn. He deserves a medal or something.]

[heartismyown]

[Lea would think something like that. Roxas was paying attention, but he finds himself a little nervous. He doesn't want it to be bad. All he can do is what he listened to. So he licks him again, the entire length before putting the tip into his mouth.]

[by_heart]

That's right. Don't be shy.

[He gently presses his hand to the back of Roxas' head, trying to encourage, not demand, but it's so hard with Roxas' mouth around him, hot and wet and perfect. He's patient, yeah, but the longer this goes on, the more of a battle it will be to keep his control, to keep his hips still because Roxas won't know to push them down, to keep his mouth in check because he's not sure that Roxas is ready to hear him say just what he wants.]

[heartismyown]

[Trying to take more in did make him gag, so he did his best, licking at him and using his hand to help. It was a little weird and he could taste Lea. It's not entirely unpleasant, it's just different. It's not too terrible to give him a blow job after all.]

[by_heart]

Roxas...[He moans softly, cutting off whatever he was trying to say.]

Don't-- don't look so serious. If you don't like it, you don't--

[heartismyown]

[He gives a suck this time and glances at him, leaning back a bit.]

I don't mind it. I'm just trying to remember everything. Don't worry.

[Roxas takes him back into his mouth, geeze Lea he can't really talk right now.]

[by_heart]

[Dammit, why is this his life right now? He doesn't want Roxas to "not mind it." If he's not enjoying himself, then what's the point of this? But if he says something, it's just going to be awkward again.

Lea closes his eyes and tries to just focus on how it feels, but his usual murmured encouragements give way to nothing but quickening breath and quiet moans.]

[heartismyown]

[It's just that Roxas doesn't know how to express things in ways that Lea expects. He does like what he's doing to Lea, making him so noisy. It's kind of a turn on.

Roxas licks everywhere he can, and sucks at the tip again. It's not too difficult, it just takes practice.]

[by_heart]

[With his eyes closed, it's so much easier to forget his control. Lea's fingers tangle in Roxas hair and pull when he takes him in again and he presses up with his hips, wordlessly begging for more because he can't allow himself words right now.]

[heartismyown]

[It's a little bit difficult with Lea trying to get him to do more, although Roxas doesn't mind the hair pulling too much. He gives Lea a harder suck at the head, taking a little more in from his moving around.]

[by_heart]

[Lea cries out at that, then forces his eyes open, trying and failing to form words as pleasure washes over him. He manages to get out Roxas' name, but there's more he needs to say.]

[heartismyown]

[Roxas doesn't pay Lea's babbling much mind, considering. It seems like a good thing, like Lea's enjoying it, and he hopes it's okay, even though it's his first time. Roxas doesn't stop with his hand, nor his mouth, eager to get Lea to cry out some more.]

[by_heart]

Roxas--

[Lea pulls at Roxas' hair again, trying to focus and get his attention.]

'm gonna--

[It won't be long. He can feel the pressure building with every hot press of Roxas' mouth.]

[heartismyown]

Mmm?

[He made a questioning sound, but didn't stop what he was doing. He does look up and meet his gaze however.]

[by_heart]

[Lea's face is flushed and his eyes are dark. When Roxas looks up at him, it's like a shock goes through his entire body and it's all he can do not to fall apart right there.]

Gonna come...

[heartismyown]

[He isn't sure what to do about that, not realy. Roxas seems like he's trying to make a decision and finally he decides to back off a bit and just lick him instead of getting it inside his mouth.]

[by_heart]

[Now that he has his eyes on Roxas, watching the obscene movements of that pink tongue is just too much. Lea comes with a sharp gasp that gives way to slightly giddy laughter at the look (well, not just the look) on Roxas' face.]

Oh geez, you're a mess. C'mere.

[He tugs on Roxas' arm, trying to pull him up a bit.]

[heartismyown]

[It's more effective than pulling his hair at any rate. Roxas had been a little startled, but he seems relatively pleased enough. He did get Lea to come after all.

Obediently he sits up, letting him tug him wherever he wants him to go.]

It's okay.

[by_heart]

Whaddya mean, "it's okay?" It's even in your hair.

[Lea wipes at Roxas' face with the bed sheet, but his hair is a bit of a lost cause. It's typical Lea behavior, fussing over Roxas like this. None of the awkwardness of last time. Lea doesn't seem to notice, he's too wrapped up in what he's doing.]